{"id":79,"date":"2015-08-05T15:50:00","date_gmt":"2015-08-05T22:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.curtiscchen.com\/journal\/2015\/08\/05\/i-am-one-year-older-than-i-was\/"},"modified":"2015-08-05T15:50:00","modified_gmt":"2015-08-05T22:50:00","slug":"i-am-one-year-older-than-i-was","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.curtiscchen.com\/journal\/2015\/08\/05\/i-am-one-year-older-than-i-was\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am One Year Older Than I Was"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>On August 2, 2014, my wife DeeAnn drove me home from Seattle, where I&#8217;d just finished the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.clarionwest.org\/workshops\/summer\/\">Clarion West Summer Six-Week Workshop<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>The week before the workshop started, we were in California for our nephew Jared&#8217;s wedding. DeeAnn drove me to the Sacramento airport while we listened to the audiobook of Neil Gaiman&#8217;s novelette <a href=\"http:\/\/www.openculture.com\/2012\/04\/download_neil_gaimans_award-winning_novelette_the_truth_is_a_cave_in_the_black_mountains.html\">&#8220;The Truth is a Cave in the Black Mountains.&#8221;<\/a> We hadn&#8217;t reached the end of the story when I got to the airport, but I had enough time to download the text version before boarding, and finished reading it on the plane.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not exactly what you&#8217;d call a romantic story, but it helped me feel connected to my wife as I was leaving. (I did see her a few times, online and in person, during the workshop, but this was going to be the longest time we&#8217;d lived apart since 2000. It all turned out fine in the end. Well, not for the guy in that story. Never mind. Moving on.)<\/p>\n<p>After I landed in Seattle, erstwhile volunteer <a href=\"http:\/\/www.spitkitten.com\/\">Caren Gussoff<\/a> drove me from the airport to the sorority house where I&#8217;d be living for the next six weeks. She was only the first of many fantastic humans I&#8217;d meet and get to know during that time.<\/p>\n<p>Having attended <a href=\"http:\/\/hotsheet.snout.org\/2008\/09\/viable-paradise-xii-daily-schedule.html\">Viable Paradise<\/a> in 2008, I knew generally what to expect from Clarion, but I could not have imagined the precise dimensions of what my experience would be: as wide and deep as any ocean, and similarly teeming with strange and wondrous life.<\/p>\n<p>I cried a lot in Week One (ahead of schedule, I know). <b>Jim Kelly<\/b> said he&#8217;d blurb my first novel. In Week Two I saw <i>Snowpiercer<\/i> and witnessed <b>Kij Johnson<\/b> reading &#8220;Spar&#8221; aloud and literally sparring with students. (As in wrestling. Bourbon may have been involved.) <b>Ian McDonald<\/b> guided us through improv exercises in Week Three, our regular movie nights began turning into a Kurt Russell film festival, and I received an offer of representation from Sam Morgan, who is now my literary agent. (For the record: I spent fifteen days researching <a href=\"http:\/\/awfulagent.com\/\">JABberwocky<\/a> before signing the retainer.)<\/p>\n<p>I may have made <b>Hiromi Goto<\/b>&#8216;s Week Four classes more difficult than necessary, but I&#8217;m glad our whole group could talk about how <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/MagicalNegro\">magical Negroes<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/tvtropes.org\/pmwiki\/pmwiki.php\/Main\/HystericalWoman\">hysterical women<\/a> are Bad Tropes. (And then we watched <i>Steven Universe<\/i>!) Week Five with <b>Charlie Jane Anders<\/b> was a whirlwind of karaoke, half-price sushi, and poetry. Week Six ended with Ted Chiang, illegal beach bonfires, and <b>John Crowley<\/b> telling dirty jokes (not all at the same time).<\/p>\n<p>And, oh yeah, I wrote some stories too.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Paradise Lost&#8221; will almost certainly never see the light of day. I&#8217;m retooling &#8220;Space Race&#8221; right now. &#8220;It&#8217;s Complicated&#8221; doesn&#8217;t really hold together, but I&#8217;ll probably strip-mine it for thematic material later. &#8220;My Labour and My Leisure Too&#8221; was a weird experiment. &#8220;Destination: Murder!&#8221; probably needs to be longer. And &#8220;Moonrise&#8221; is too big for me to contemplate at this very moment, but it&#8217;s a novel I need to write someday.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, I&#8217;ve sold two other novels and <span style=\"color:red\"><strike>two&nbsp;<\/strike>three<\/span> other short stories since coming home last August. The first novel, <i>Waypoint Kangaroo<\/i>, will be published by Thomas Dunne Books next summer. My story &#8220;Laddie Come Home&#8221; is in the <a href=\"http:\/\/dreamingrobotpress.com\/young-explorers-adventure-guide-submissions\/\"><i>2016 Young Explorer&#8217;s Adventure Guide<\/i><\/a>, due out early next year. And &#8220;Ten Days Up&#8221; is in the Baen anthology <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ISBN=1476780943\/curtiscchensfree\"><i>Mission: Tomorrow<\/i><\/a>, now available for pre-order. <span style=\"color:red\"><b>ADD_2015-08-07:<\/b> How could I forget <a href=\"http:\/\/www.unlikely-story.com\/stories\/its-machine-code-by-curtis-chen\/\">&#8220;It&#8217;s Machine Code&#8221;<\/a> in <i>The Journal of Unlikely Cryptography<\/i>?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>As the kids say: What is even my life anymore?<\/p>\n<p>This isn&#8217;t everything I could tell about my six weeks at Clarion West. It wasn&#8217;t just <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ruthnestvold.com\/Clarionintro.htm\">a boot camp for writers<\/a>, and though I&#8217;d certainly call it &#8220;life-changing,&#8221; that term doesn&#8217;t fully encompass what I got out of CW.<\/p>\n<p>I <i>was<\/i> changed&#8211;<a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/2fR4JotwwWo\">for good<\/a>, even&#8211;but more than that, it inspired me to <i>actively work<\/i> at changing my life, and myself. Those six weeks showed me what I was doing right and how I need to improve, and introduced me to some amazing people who will be lifelong friends. I am incredibly grateful for all of it.<\/p>\n<p>This wasn&#8217;t the end of my journey. It was just the beginning.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m not stopping for a long time.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/snout.org\/HotSheet\/CKL.jpg\" alt=\"Curtis\" title=\"Curtis\" border=\"0\" height=\"32\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On August 2, 2014, my wife DeeAnn drove me home from Seattle, where I&#8217;d just finished the Clarion West Summer Six-Week Workshop. The week before the workshop started, we were in California for our nephew Jared&#8217;s wedding. 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